My Disappearance Acts: things done in the name of energy

There are times in life where we are faced with choices. These choices define who we are, what experiences we have, and what our life path looks like. Sometimes, we get to make these choices in optimal environments. We get to peacefully and gracefully move from one thing to the next. In others, we wind up giving up things we love in order to do the other option. Sometimes, choices are made through interest and desire. Other times, from strong feelings of interest, obligation, and knowing that things have to get done.

Today, as part of sharing more about myself to my readers and students, I bring forward a conversation about two of the most difficult of mine. The first bit includes leaving a full academic career just at the moment of its blossom. The second, to walk away from a thriving public career and shut down all operations (aside from this website). In the case of both, my motivations were simple. Do what is going to help the most people while also staying safe, healthy, and alive. (Yes, it really did get that deep.)

Now, after having finished the danger, I come forward to talk a little bit about what I have been up to during this mysterious phase when I had to go stealth mode for ceremony (and some of the unfortunate and fortunate bits that happened along the way).

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This podcast is from my new series ‘Psychopomp Stories’. I have several other episodes in the que including: ‘Path of the Crow’, “The Grotto of the Magdalene’, and ‘Meeting the Souls of the Titanic’. Follow the link through this one to access any of the others on your prefered player. It is a great day for an energy podcast binge listen.

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Episode Summary

My life as a psychopomp has been all over the place. I have lived in 20 houses in the last 20 years, and through that engaged thousands of energies. The constants for me are: my husband, the call of the Universe, and figuring out what I have to do to answer it most safely and effectively. Sometimes, that has entailed doing things that were very hard for other people to understand. For the past decade or so especially, that has been most of the time. I am in one place for a second, then at another. When I am working on something dangerous, I become impossible to find. I disappear.

In this instalment, I talk about the two biggest disapearance acts. At one point in my life, I was a working social anthropologist. This was my life path until 2016, when I had to walk away without a word to anybody. Why? To do what I do now. The second major disappearance I made was recently. It entailed a long rest from a thriving social media presence and a large community. In both cases, as with all choices, I did what I had to do to serve my role in this Universe. I did it to stay true to Planet Earth. I did it to stay healthy and alive. Yes, it really was like that. 

These are the types of real life decisions I make in my pursuit of freedom and dignity for the souls of this planet. These are some of the most difficult moments where my integrity was tested.

Happily, we are through them now. I come out more strong, wise, and with a lot more experience to draw from. If you ever wondered what I do on the road, this new project ‘psychopomp stories’ IS the place I will be telling these stories.

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